Impending sense of doom

So it's been a while since I have posted on here and I have finally had the time to sit down and write out a post of recent goings on.

Since my last post I have completed my clinical placement and I am now on summer holidays. I have some time before I go back to Uni for my second year to sit down and relax, take a load off.

However....

Last week on the 11th I returned home from work to find some friends round, my mum and I had some dinner and we retired to bed. Mum then called out to me and said that she had chest pain and when looking at her body language she was holding her left arm tightly to her body. I knew what I had to do as I have been through the motions so many times at the hospital and through volunteering, but this time it was my mum. I flapped and txt a friend of mine who insisted I phoned 999, so I did.

Since then she has had a weeks stay in hospital an angiogram and returned home. The two weeks I have off for my summer break I will be spending caring for mum, I have no choice.

So, I am tired, emotionally exhausted and currently spending a lot of my time worrying. But at least mum is well and at home.