Sunday, 6 December 2009

Dreams

For the past week I have found it extremely difficult to sleep and when I do my mind decides to take me deep into weird and wonderful dreams. Some have reoccurred but on the whole I get a fantastic vivid new episode every evening.

My latest one.

I am in my Nan's flat, surrounded by most of my family (On our annual get together I suspect). I am then stood there trying to steady my nan, she is wobbling all over the place. I can't seem to catch her in time and she crashes into the door banging her head fairly hard. She recovers momentarily but then she collapses in front of me.

I immediately call out to her, lean over her and shake her. No response.

My family all look at me, my mum and aunt already in tears. I pick her up, in my dream she is weightless, and I take her to the sofa. I check her over but she just lays there motionless, not giving off any signs of life. In my mind I am willing her to move, I am thinking over what to do next but I am also conscious that it is a dream and what ever I do wont work.

The next thing I know, I am transported to another place as I make my way to my nan's kitchen. I don't recognise the place, its dark and woody. I think I am outside and I am also on my own. I try and wake myself up, 'wake up, wake up...'.

Soon enough I am awake and I am slightly disorientated to the time and place, its dark and I am overcome with emotion. I hope my Nan is ok.

This has now happened two nights in a row. I don't know if some outside force is trying to warn me about something or not?

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